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In the film But I'm a Cheerleader (1999), the "secrets" characters keep range from suppressed sexual identities and hidden motivations to the fabricated "root causes" they invent to satisfy the requirements of the True Directions conversion therapy program.
1. Hidden Identities and Desires
The most prominent secrets involve characters hiding their true selves to survive or to please authority figures.
- Megan Bloomfield: At the start of the film, Megan's lesbianism is a secret even from herself. She believes she is a "normal" heterosexual cheerleader, but her subconscious "secrets"—such as her vegetarianism, her Melissa Etheridge posters, and her physical repulsion when kissing her boyfriend Jared—are what lead her parents to stage an intervention.
- Graham Eaton: Unlike Megan, Graham is fully aware of her sexuality but keeps her defiance "secret" from her parents. She participates in the program solely to protect her inheritance and trust fund. She is a "proud lesbian" who only pretends to seek a "cure" to avoid being disowned by her wealthy father.
- Mike (the "Ex-Gay" Counselor): Played by RuPaul, Mike's biggest secret is that his "ex-gay" status is a performance. Throughout the film, he is clearly attracted to Rock (Mary Brown's son) and struggles to maintain his "Straight is Great" persona. His hyper-masculine behavior is a thin veil over his continued attraction to men.
- Rock Brown: Mary Brown’s son is "transparently homosexual," yet his mother keeps him at the camp in a state of forced denial. Rock's "secret" behaviors involve making constant sexual overtures toward Mike and the other male campers while his mother remains willfully oblivious.
2. The "Step 3" Fictional Roots
In Step 3 of the True Directions program, campers are forced to identify a "root cause" for their homosexuality. Because homosexuality has no such "root," the characters must either invent secrets or exaggerate minor life details into "traumas" to progress through the program.
- Hilary: Claims her "trigger" was attending an all-girls boarding school. She is one of the most eager students but is essentially feigning heterosexuality to graduate.
- Sinead: A "goth" camper who claims her root is being born in France. Her internal secret is that she "likes pain" and harbors a one-sided crush on Graham.
- Joel: Attributes his homosexuality to a "traumatic bris" (circumcision).
- Clayton: Claims his mother let him play in her pumps (high heels) as a child.
- Dolph: A varsity wrestler who blames "too many locker-room showers" with his team.
- Megan: Eventually invents a root to satisfy Mary Brown, claiming she became a lesbian because her mother was the primary breadwinner while her father was unemployed, which "confused" her regarding gender roles.
3. Institutional Secrets and Backstories
- Mary Brown: The founder of True Directions harbors a deep personal resentment that drives the camp. It is revealed that she lost her husband to another man in San Francisco. Her "secret" motivation for the camp is her own trauma and bitterness toward the LGBTQ+ community rather than a genuine belief in "healing."
- Jan: In a subversion of stereotypes, Jan is a very butch-presenting woman whom everyone (including the audience) assumes is a lesbian. However, her secret is that she is actually straight and is frustrated that people make assumptions based on her appearance.
- Larry and Lloyd (The "Ex-Ex-Gays"): These characters run a secret counter-operation. They are former True Directions counselors who now run a halfway house for "ex-ex-gays." They keep their location and their "secret pamphlet" hidden from Mary Brown to help rescue campers who want to escape.
#F CORRECTION FEED (CLICK TO SEARCH)
[1] Megan's behaviors (vegetarianism, Melissa Etheridge posters) are accurately described as the 'subconscious secrets' that trigger the intervention.
[2] Graham's motivation is explicitly stated in the film as protecting her trust fund and inheritance from her father's threats.
[3] Mike (RuPaul) is an 'ex-gay' counselor who is visibly attracted to Rock throughout the film.
[4] Rock is Mary's son and is openly gay/flirtatious, despite his mother's denial.
[5] Hilary's stated root cause is attending an all-girls boarding school.
[6] Sinead's stated root cause is being born in France.
[7] Sinead states 'I like pain' openly in the very first group therapy session ('I'm Sinead. I like pain. I'm homosexual.'). It is not an 'internal secret.'
[8] Sinead is shown to have a crush on Graham (e.g., the dance scene at the gay bar), which is unreciprocated as Graham likes Megan.
[9] Joel's stated root cause is a 'traumatic bris.'
[10] Clayton's stated root cause is playing in his mother's pumps.
[11] Dolph's stated root cause is too many locker room showers.
[12] Megan's root cause is identified as her mother being the breadwinner and father being unemployed.
[13] Mary Brown reveals she lost her husband to a man in San Francisco.
[14] Jan reveals she is actually straight during the film, subverting the butch stereotype.
[15] Larry and Lloyd are former counselors who run a halfway house for 'ex-ex-gays.'
In the film *But I'm a Cheerleader* (1999), the "secrets" characters keep range from suppressed sexual identities and hidden motivations to the fabricated "root causes" they invent to satisfy the requirements of the True Directions conversion therapy program.
### 1. Hidden Identities and Desires
The most prominent secrets involve characters hiding their true selves to survive or to please authority figures.
* **Megan Bloomfield:** At the start of the film, Megan's lesbianism is a secret even from herself. She believes she is a "normal" heterosexual cheerleader, but her subconscious "secrets"—such as her **vegetarianism**, her **Melissa Etheridge posters**, and her **physical repulsion when kissing her boyfriend Jared**—are what lead her parents to stage an intervention.
* **Graham Eaton:** Unlike Megan, Graham is fully aware of her sexuality but keeps her defiance "secret" from her parents. She participates in the program solely to **protect her inheritance and trust fund**. She is a "proud lesbian" who only pretends to seek a "cure" to avoid being disowned by her wealthy father.
* **Mike (the "Ex-Gay" Counselor):** Played by RuPaul, Mike's biggest secret is that his "ex-gay" status is a performance. Throughout the film, he is clearly **attracted to Rock** (Mary Brown's son) and struggles to maintain his "Straight is Great" persona. His hyper-masculine behavior is a thin veil over his continued attraction to men.
* **Rock Brown:** Mary Brown’s son is "transparently homosexual," yet his mother keeps him at the camp in a state of forced denial. Rock's "secret" behaviors involve making constant **sexual overtures toward Mike** and the other male campers while his mother remains willfully oblivious.
### 2. The "Step 3" Fictional Roots
In Step 3 of the True Directions program, campers are forced to identify a "root cause" for their homosexuality. Because homosexuality has no such "root," the characters must either invent secrets or exaggerate minor life details into "traumas" to progress through the program.
* **Hilary:** Claims her "trigger" was attending an **all-girls boarding school**. She is one of the most eager students but is essentially feigning heterosexuality to graduate.
* **Sinead:** A "goth" camper who claims her root is being **born in France**. Her internal secret is that she "likes pain" and harbors a one-sided crush on Graham.
* **Joel:** Attributes his homosexuality to a **"traumatic bris"** (circumcision).
* **Clayton:** Claims his mother let him **play in her pumps** (high heels) as a child.
* **Dolph:** A varsity wrestler who blames **"too many locker-room showers"** with his team.
* **Megan:** Eventually invents a root to satisfy Mary Brown, claiming she became a lesbian because her **mother was the primary breadwinner** while her father was unemployed, which "confused" her regarding gender roles.
### 3. Institutional Secrets and Backstories
* **Mary Brown:** The founder of True Directions harbors a deep personal resentment that drives the camp. It is revealed that she **lost her husband to another man** in San Francisco. Her "secret" motivation for the camp is her own trauma and bitterness toward the LGBTQ+ community rather than a genuine belief in "healing."
* **Jan:** In a subversion of stereotypes, Jan is a very butch-presenting woman whom everyone (including the audience) assumes is a lesbian. However, her secret is that **she is actually straight** and is frustrated that people make assumptions based on her appearance.
* **Larry and Lloyd (The "Ex-Ex-Gays"):** These characters run a secret counter-operation. They are former True Directions counselors who now run a halfway house for "ex-ex-gays." They keep their location and their "secret pamphlet" hidden from Mary Brown to help rescue campers who want to escape.